Alas, I have about a week before school starts up again and I'm supposed to be on vacation...

...vacation sucks.

I'd much rather be in school, dragging myself out of bed at 5:30 in the morning to catch the bus that's always late and sitting through classes with teachers who barely know half of what they're talking about. I'd rather be learning something instead of just sleeping in so much that I walk around all day with a raging headache and nothing to do. No friends who want to hang out with me and parents (coughdadcough) who won't let me out of the house without a huge fight.

Sleeping late, waking up late, and then having to sleep early to get to work the next day screws up my body so much...last night I turned off my room light at 10:30 and just laid there on my bed for four hours. I swear something's in the water that got me so wired I couldn't stop thinking. What kind of cruel drug makes me do that for four hours straight?! Thinking about the same thing?! or at least...the same person.

Sigh.

Love is a word thrown around so much...

But infatuation sounds empty...

And 'crush' sounds so much worse...

I never thought I'd feel this way for just one person. It feels weird and no one can give me a straight answer on how to handle these...feelings. *shudders*

Just needed to get that outta my system...

But it seems like these *shifty eyes* feelings...really compel me to draw. Especially when I'm just sitting there for four hours when I should be sleeping...

Maybe I'll crank out a few more drawings before school gets back in...

People with suprememly better drawing skills:
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